Wow Turbine. Im sorry to hear what you are going through. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Not an option. This is just a small blip in our life. Yes it [censored] and it hurts like hell. But you will get through this. The only way through is through.

One day at a time. Baby steps. Stop dwelling on the future and big picture. What are you doing today to better yourself? To show your kids you love them?

You got this Turbine. We are all here for you.

M:16
T:21
H(me) 38
WW: 38
S11 D16 D19
Red Flags of A: March 2018
ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018
Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018
BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018
D Filed: March 27, 2019