Thank you Alison. Well, I pulled myself together and thought I needed something to keep me busy and not just going to the office, it was raining too hard to walk... So I booked an activity for tonight and asked H if he wanted to meet me for a quick drink beforehand (I figured he has work stuff on every night this week till I go away tomorrow). He said he has work stuff on this evening but offered to meet me early for a quick drink so we just did that. Yes, I know I'm weak, but honestly I just wanted some adult company and my friends are all away or busy working long hours. Anyway we had a nice drink and caught up on his holiday news and then he went back to work and I'm getting on with work here in the pub. The benefits of being able to work from home is you can do it anywhere I had a text from the woman I met last week asking if I wanted to meet up sometime, I will arrange something one night next week, looking forward to widening my social circle. And then I'm off at the end of next week meeting friends in Germany, should be amazing
