Done with a WW and moving on

[SoTorn]

Just got back from my Memorial Day weekend trip to see the GF. EXWW was home all weekend so she had the kids and I let her know I would be gone. I hope they had fun. I called and talked to my three kids every day this weekend. They seemed bored unfortunately. EXWW doesnt do anything with them at all. She will take them to do something once in a while. But for the most part she just sits in her room on her phone with her BF and the kids do their thing.

I will make sure to keep them busy. I am not going to just let them sit around doing nothing on my time. My GF found this absolutely stunning AirBNB. If anyone has been to Canon City, CO, you know how pretty it is. We found this old home that had been sold to a broker. The broker was converting it into sublets for Airbnb. The apartment we stayed in was on a hill that on each side ran the Arkansas river. It was silent, no light pollution at all. You could see every star in the sky.

The apartment was perfect. It was so nice, so romantic and serene. To say I had a great time is an absolute understatement. I really enjoy spending time with my new GF. She is younger than I by 13 years, but she is very mature and recognizes the need for a high level of emotional intelligence. I have honestly never been around someone so genuinely nice. I look forward to seeing her again.

Just waiting to go do the final walk through on my rental home. I am almost all the way packed up. I came home and EXWW took the family pictures down finally. She previously only removed pictures of us. Thats fine. I don't need to look at that stuff. I have a ton of pictures of my kids. I have a ton of digital pictures and I am proud of what I accomplished with my family before all of this. I will look back upon my pictures and remember that I am a good man and a good person and that I did my best.

EXWW seems to be scrubbing me from the house now that she knows I am leaving. Thats fine. She took all of my pictures and paintings and other wall ornaments such as deer antlers etc from my hunts and put them in my room. I also came home to my wedding ring on my nightstand. I literally have no need for it or desire for it. I asked the kids if they wanted it and the dont. I am going to sell it to a smelter. I could use the money for buying furniture at the new house.

EXWW planned for the kids to stay at her brothers house tonight. That really bugs because I was looking forward to seeing them and she knew this. They literally had all weekend to spend the night there. Oh well, they will be mine and only mine for a week at a time.

Looking forward to my new chapter starting.