Maika - Thank you. I agree I need to focus on myself. For now, meditation and exercise help the most, as they are simple doable daily tasks, and I really need to focus on pulling myself together each day. Also stopping my thought process when I start ruminating. Hobbies are a bit secondary as I can't do them every day.
You are right that I am guilty of speculating and mind reading. It is an unhealthy habit that I need to check.
But if W does initiate an R talk, am I wrong that it could be a tunnel with some cheese? I only say that because we haven't explored that tunnel in several months.
