Good weekend with D9 - we had lots of fun. She did knew things that will help build her confidence...

W takes D and S to see relatives tomorrow for a few days (was planned before BD and I was originally meant to be going).

Dropped off D, W asleep on couch when we got in. Very cold and stand offish when she woke as she has been for the past couple of weeks.

No kisses/hugs offered to me as I was leaving, so I offered none back. Felt very strange not to offer anything but, after all, she has fired me and I am not going on holiday with my family (which hurts like hell).

The NGS needs to disappear. NMMNG book should arrive tomorrow. Can’t come soon enough.


H41 (me), W43
M10, Together 16
S18, D9

BD - Jan 19
‘Temp’ S (I moved out) - Feb 19