I appreciate your kind words Neffer. I'm struggling today and didn't sleep last night. I know you guys are all right and I'm doing the very best i can, considering my situation. It doesn't make sense what she did and what she's doing. I know that i nees to refocus my life back to myself again. I just feel so dehumanized and emasculated from everything. It's been over 8 months since i saw her last. Time has gone by so fast. I read so many stories here about reconciliation and ups and downs. Mine is just a very crap situation, with so little hope of anything turning around for our marriage.
I know my value and honour. I will be ok and i am 100 times better than last autumn, i just want to move on now with my life and forget about this whole cruel chapter in my life.
BH: 36 WW:33 M: 2 Relationship: 6 years. Dday: Aug 2018 0 1st mention of D: 30/09, 2nd Mention 17/02/2019 LRT: Oct 2018 WW & AP: EA & PA since June 2018 (Moved country and in with AP Feb 2019)
