Your message is focused almost entirely on your W. You are trying to mind-read a woman who moved to another country months ago. Why are you looking at her status on linkedin? Cut that out. Block her, or unfriend her, or whatever it is you do there. It's not going to help your state of mind to get these little crumbs of information that mean nothing. You have to let her go. It may be an awful serious of decisions, enormous mistakes, but you have to let her make them. The relationship you had is over. Grieve it, but let it go. Perhaps one day you can construct a new relationship with her, but you can't keep hanging on to the dead one. It will poison you.
What are you doing for yourself? How are you GALing? How are you moving forward with your life? How are you improving yourself? You mention those things, but only in passing while devoting most of your attention to your W. What's the story there?
hugs,
It's only a note of information davide. If you're following my story you understand how little i have got from my WW since last year. I'm working on myself by keeping myself fit, going hillwalking and doing little side projects like renovating an old car. I have completed lots of projects in work with my team. I have been doing lots of counselling, reading self helpbooks and treating myself to nice things. I have been on a few dates and putting my toe out there again.
I havent begged, pleaded etc. Just doing the very best i can. I'm a human too and make mistakes.
BH: 36 WW:33 M: 2 Relationship: 6 years. Dday: Aug 2018 0 1st mention of D: 30/09, 2nd Mention 17/02/2019 LRT: Oct 2018 WW & AP: EA & PA since June 2018 (Moved country and in with AP Feb 2019)
