I can report today something nice.... I caught a "glimpse" of my W. It was soooooo nice after a month of nothing but pain (today is one month).
She was doing her own thing (good), but she came to me. Held eye contact, and even had me feel her leg muscle she was proud of working out. It' small. It's crumbs. But you know what? I'll take it.
Thank God for a little ray of sunshine in this dark time. I really needed it.