Oh man just when I thought it was going to be a slow day.
Originally Posted by curtis7
H: It was different and it was hard...but I enjoyed the time with the kids (I placed my hand in her hair behind her head and gently pulled her towards me)
You pulled her towards you by the hair?
Originally Posted by curtis7
As I initially held her, thoughts of the vets on the board and their reactions to this decision instantly consumed me.
LOL. I bet.
Originally Posted by curtis7
I think I was motivated by reading P_Jam’s sitch and that he recently had sex with his WW. I felt my sitch had some parallels to his and wanted to find out if I could have similar success.
Curtis your situation is nothing like PJs except your Ws have had multiple affairs. What makes you think they are the same?
Originally Posted by curtis7
I don’t know if it helped or hurt my sitch or set me back, but last night I didn’t really care because I enjoyed it.
Enjoying holding a woman against her will is a little scary Curtis. You have to learn to control your emotions.
Originally Posted by curtis7
No matter how cruel her words and actions have been, the fact remains that I love this woman and she’s still the only companion I want to be with.
Why? Give me three reasons and don't use she is the mother of my children.
Look I don't think you helped or hurt your chances. Nothing changes. She is still free to date, come by and see her horse and the kids when she wants and has a free pass to come home if she hits rock bottom. Sounds like a pretty good deal for her right?
"I am not there yet" is a WW breadcrumb that she hopes will keep you fat and happy for awhile.
