Really frustrated with myself right now. W has been sending me one-word texts each day, and a couple pics of the kids. Usually a 5 minutes phone convo at some point. That’s it. I’ve been kind of wallowing. Probably sleep deprivation from the travel is not helping. I finally went for a walk tonight and it felt great.
And then W calls, and I talk to the kids, and I feel this jolt of positive energy.
I’m really disappointed in myself...
Then later she’s texting me about donating money to a friend’s cause, and I’m thinking... this is the most I’ve heard from you in 3 days. Arghhhhh.... It’s a good cause and I like doing it, but I keep thinking how tight money might a year from now...
