Done with a WW and moving on

[SoTorn]

Thats what I try to do. She literally told me I was vain because I dress sharp every day now. I didnt even acknowledge it.

Im not going to lie. I am hurt. I honestly dont love my EXWW anymore. But the fact that my family is officially destroyed saddens me deeply.

Getting the email with confirmation that the D is final brought a huge wave of sadness over me. I accept it and know I deserve better and that my kids and I will get through this.

I just cant believe that someone who had everything they ever needed with their family and husband would do this to everyone. Such an unbelievably selfish and hateful thing to do to those who love you and rely on you.

I admit that I had faults and admit my poor decisions in the past. But I never turned my back on my fanily and mever even considered cheating on my EXWW.

Over the last three years I have made huge strides in bettering myself. I got the help I needed to be mentally healthy and shed all of my toxic behaviors.

Everyone in my life, especially my kids saw these changes and have since drawn much closer to me. My EXWW chose to ignore my changes and continues to do so.

I know my changes were for me. But I wanted to be a better me for my family and I did just that.

At least I can say that I tried. I tried to be the man that my family deserved. Even though my family is over I can still be that man for myself, my kids and for anyone who wants to be a art of my life.

I am a man that a fool left.