Feeling lost, scared and still fighting it... why?

[Turbine]

I'm done with her. I have tried. Really tried. Don't hate her, still love her but at a distance now. Go find your "greener grass".

More later. Not sure how compatible Turbine is with DB...

I still think lots of good in this program. The part I wanted most... she is stubborn enough to not allow a fair chance. That's all I wanted. Did I get it when I would have been trying... evidence points to no. Time will reveal if it is too late. After the past few days,for me, yeah. Leave mahal. It seems I have been blind to your true self a while. Maybe for the whole time... cheesless tunnel I know.

Yeah....