I'd given it a month. I'd seen these suspicious phone numbers and sat on it.
Not sure where to go from here then. I'm tired of being disrespected. I don't want to be an indecisive man with no boundaries.
I had planned to talk to her to say, you can either stay and work on the MR but I won't be your Plan B. I was discouraged from ultimatums.
I'm confused. Lonely. I get tricked by her hooks of flickering affection. I fall down. I miss my old marriage. I'm worn out.
H46 W38 M12 T15 D8,S7,S5
11/12/17 "I don't want to be married like this" A began 7/12/18 Confessed A 10/1/19 EA still happening with 2 4/23/19 "I want a D, but I want to stay until I find a job"