A Real Mess Pt.2

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Well, even after I confronted her with information that I knew she was calling a suspicious number she confessed to, she's back acting her old self. Not the old self I'd hoped for. The distant, I'm not sure I want to be with you self.

I'll admit I thought being discovered (again) would provide some sort of awakening like what have I been doing? I don't know. Maybe she is still involved in the A and laughing at me that all I found was the call history.

She asked if there was anything I wanted for transparency. She asked if I wanted her to leave. I told her those weren't decisions I was ready to make right then.

And then just like that she was back to her manipulative little ways.

Last night she asked me something about why I didn't ask her dad prior to proposing. This is 14 years ago. And she seems to live in whatever year will support her abuse narrative.

I give up. It's back to GAL. Part of me wishes I had threatened to file. At least to shock her but being honest I want my marriage still. I still love her despite the disrespect.

She did apologize. Twice. But I had hoped it would be more profound than this. Seems after several As it's just another lie and deceit instance that isn't too big of a deal to her.

AnotherStander. We are still good for today. 1130. Do you want to shoot me an email so we can connect prior?
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