I have known over the last few months, that it means nothing to him, my disrespect was in the toilet. I am going to set this boundary and stick to it, and the first time h comes to me with any promises. His actions must speak louder to me thanks words. I already don't believe half of what he says, it's all to make h feel less guilty.
I am owing my failings within my m, until h does there is no chance for us. I am working on me and have been before the bd happened. All h says is that I couldn't do it for him in the marriage.
I will walk this path, I will not leave my m. I am still faithful and loyal wife.
