She has already texted me this morning so all is good in the hood. At this point it is what it is and if me telling her what I did and sending her flowers, etc. ends it then it wasn't meant to be so I am secure with the choices I have made. If she really does care for me and sees a future then it shouldn't bother her.
The necklace was like $70, the roses like $60 and the gag gift was around $40 so not a ton of money. I just thought after 4 months of dating roses were more appropriate. At minimum at least she knows I am putting myself out there, overcoming my fears and being vulnerable.
Truthfully your kind of dammed if you do and dammed if you don't.
I know I won't say it again and I know I will never bring up meeting the kids so going forward everything resides with her.
I am not looking to get married tomorrow and honestly we could just continue to date and do what we are doing. It's not about me trying to lock her down. She is a good woman and I just wanted her to know how I feel.
It isn't like I said it after 1 week or 1 month. I guess I will find out where she stands emotionally and if she can handle investing herself.
