Just journalling. I need to work out some way of keeping myself busy and out of the house on Monday mornings, this is clearly my worst time of the week. I don't regret what I did yesterday, otherwise I would have just eaten myself up the whole time H is away, this way I can feel more detached and get on with things. I do regret the way I went about it though, I should have kept it far more controlled and brief. I usually go to an aerobics class on Monday mornings, but maybe I need to find a class which starts even earlier to prevent myself from going into a negative state!
I can't go away for the weekend now because ds2 has an event I have to take him to on Saturday, but I'm meeting a friend on Sunday so I might go away Saturday night somewhere near where I'm meeting her. GAL stuff tonight and tomorrow night and I will arrange something for Friday as well. And maybe a long walk on Monday. I actually have some tentative plans for doing a really long multi-day walk with ds1 when he finishes school early, I think he might be up for it. If not, I might just go by myself, this route is something I said to H last year that I would like to do together and he scoffed at the idea in a very rude way.
Lots of work to do today, didn't accomplish much yesterday. I will go to the new office after the kids are up and out of the house.
