I am glad I did P...I have no regrets am I feel secure with expressing it. If men are supposed to take the lead in the R then I am a better man for it. When she said I am getting there I just said that's ok you don't have to reciprocate. It;s not a reciprocal thing. I finished my beer and we chatted for a while longer and then I left, hugged and kissed. Later when I got home she sent me text telling me good night with a kiss lips emjoi and I heart.
I think I surprised her and caught her off guard. I will just continue doing my thing and what will be will be..