Surely God is guiding you. You have the patience of a Saint! I think of you often, and prayed specifically for you on my way to work today. Although today is your anniversary, it signifies vows you took with a completely different man. Perhaps he is in there somewhere. Only God knows his course. But, probably a sad day for you in some respects.
(((((Gerda)))))
You are strong, brave, and a rock for your S. I admire your strength and faith.