If you can't beat em, cheat em (thread 2)

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More vague journaling, but I'm feeling good. Less angry and more indifferent the last couple of days. She's being more pleasant most of the time, but I still feel the same. Doing what I want to do, happy with either outcome. Now that I have learned all of the chess moves and she's become predictable to me, and I've detached quite a bit more, it's hard not to be happy. I'm excited about the future and in control of my emotions for the most part right now. It's been a while since I've felt this good. Years, even. I'm in the best physical shape of my life, I am in a great position for the dating world, I have plenty to do and lots of friends to lean on right now. Grateful.