Unchien -

I will not pretend to have advice for you....no DB guru on my keyboard.....

However, from one who is also trudging through the muck celebrate the great time with your kids. Pour into them every synapse of love your heart can muster.

Perhaps you're like me going from one minute thinking, "Yeah, I'll manage this" to the next feeling like vomiting. Emo roller coasters are not nice.

You seem like a pretty "strong" person to me... sorting the chaos from clarity. Keep that up!

I'm sure you are better at this than me, but remember to do things - GAL. I was able to do that a bit today and it was wonderful concentrating on something other than the toxins in my head.

You have business travel ahead. So do some fun planning to do things for your kids so your return is sweet jubilee! Concentrating on the joy of them is a resource of happiness that should not be overlooked.

Just my thoughts and hopeful encouragement.

Awakened...


M-19, T-22
M-53, W 44
D15, S13
Separate BRs 02/2018 (during and after I had pneumonia)
W (left separation - no A) - ? ~ 05/03-09/2019
BD 05/16/19