Awakened, my second point was you said she would you no chance. And you seem to hang on those words. Believe nothing to say. Positive or negative. Some LBS struggle because the WAS strings them along so they have too much hope and do the wrong things. Some struggle because the WAS is certain they'll never give them another chance, so they do the wrong things.
Believe nothing she says, and do not react emotionally to it. We all heard "no chance". DBing sometimes gives you a second chance. And even if not it will help you move forward.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018