Thanks A....I believe that I am there. I have no idea what the future holds but I think it is what I am feeling. I do understand what you are saying and it makes sense. I believe she is there as well but is laying back waiting for me.
We went out last night for a few hours and will see each other again this evening. Her birthday is Wednesday so we will be seeing quite a bit of each other this next week.
I am finding myself wanting her to be around more, doing things with me and the girls, etc.