Right place?

[Awakened]

So now that I've learned that this the "Right place" i can add detail to present state of things.

W has stated MR is irreparable and does not want to continue the MR. She affirmed she is glad to know i am intent on pursuing help/IC and said she wished i had come to that place earlier.

That little bit about wishing my awakening coming earlier really tempts me to plead....but i know in my head pleading has the opposite effect i want. I do want to R the MR, but DBing is the only way....even if D occurs i still need to heal, become healthy for me and my kids.

She seemingly wants to use mediation vs L and be amicable for the kids sake but she has not stated what she wants.... W also, via e-mail, she will not return home unless i am out of the house. That, to me, is L level...