Tryhard: thanks for that, now I'm intrigued about what you did And you're right, I'm doing as ok as I can do right now given where I am. I had a good think yesterday about your questions and remembered that I would like to do some dancing and also try a martial art. Something to arrange soon. I also looked at new Meetup groups (I joined 2 in the last month and have done a few things and met new people which was scary but good) and there is one group planning a camping trip over the bank holiday weekend. I am sorely tempted. I feel a bit of trepidation but I think I will sign up for it, I have my camping kit and my new car soon to fill it with. I love camping but the thought of going by myself, ugh. I spend too much time alone. Spending 3 days with a bunch of new people is a scary thought but I could always leave early if I don't enjoy it. And they are going for long walks and pub trips in a beautiful area, it sounds like just my cup of tea.
Alison: you're right. Now for the task of trying to find a holiday to suit teens who never want to go anywhere or do anything! I might have to get a professional to assist me
Lots of anxiety and sadness yesterday, I just kept breathing. I got quite a lot of work done. I enjoyed the beautiful spring flowers and greenery. I made a roast dinner and ate it watching a funny telly programme with the kids. Then I went to bed so early even being awake from 12-2 I still got a lot of hours sleep. Today I have a race, a friend is meeting me at the finish line, then I'm picking H up to have an early dinner with him and the kids as he won't see them for a while now.
And you're right, I'm doing as ok as I can do right now given where I am. I had a good think yesterday about your questions and remembered that I would like to do some dancing and also try a martial art. Something to arrange soon. I also looked at new Meetup groups (I joined 2 in the last month and have done a few things and met new people which was scary but good) and there is one group planning a camping trip over the bank holiday weekend. I am sorely tempted. I feel a bit of trepidation but I think I will sign up for it, I have my camping kit and my new car soon to fill it with. I love camping but the thought of going by myself, ugh. I spend too much time alone. Spending 3 days with a bunch of new people is a scary thought but I could always leave early if I don't enjoy it. And they are going for long walks and pub trips in a beautiful area, it sounds like just my cup of tea.