So today at work, W kept finding reasons to text, I replied shortly and on my own time. She started calling me old nicknames from when things were good in the R. Whatever.

Later went to pick up my S from the preschool my W works at. Talked to her briefly:
W: So what’s for dinner?
Me: I’m going out tonight.
W: With who?
Me: friends
W: what friends?
Me: you don’t know them.
W: who are they?
Me: Hockey people
W: where are you going?
Me: Downtown (vague)
W (visibly upset): well I’ll be home later
Me: (gave her a thumbs up and walked away)

Was she saying that to make me curious? Will she be seeing OM? Do I care? Nope.

It just makes my blood boil that lately she’s been acting like we are still a happy little family. Oh let’s go get dinner, oh let’s watch tv, oh let’s cuddle. She is breaking up our family and walking out without showing or verbalizing interest in working on the R. She is moving out in 2 days and last I heard intended to date other people. Well there’s the focking door. Wth is going through her head with all this family talk. As far as I’m concerned this family is over. Two separate entities. Rant done, figured it was better to let it out on here than in real life, more later thanks.


Me: 26 W:26
T:6 M:1 S: 1
BD: 3/26/19
DBing: 4/12/19
Separation: 5/20/19
I filed: 8/7/19