F*ck

I got a TM today from my W that she wants to go out with her 2 GFs both recently divorced and go out for the night.

My anxiety is spiked both about what she will do and if I can handle my disposition before she leaves and when she comes back.

I hate this process.


H46
W38
M12
T15
D8,S7,S5

11/12/17 "I don't want to be married like this" A began
7/12/18 Confessed A
10/1/19 EA still happening with 2
4/23/19 "I want a D, but I want to stay until I find a job"