Okay InLove, good luck. I will keep your sitch in my prayers. I saw you trending this way (leaving the forum) which is why I posted the last post.
I really wish we all could tell you that it is all rainbows and unicorns in your future. I think if you gave this forum a chance you'd see that we transition from brutally honesty to shake you into reality, to encouragement and advice once it appears the WAS is starting to come around.
This is difficult. We've all been through it and we can help you, but sometimes the truth and reality is anxiety producing.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018