Breathe! Whatever is going on w/your h, you have to give him space and time to figure things out. The problem is that you didn't break him, so you can't fix him. He has to do that all on his own. You are doing the right thing by only texting him when it is necessary.
You have to try to keep the focus on you and your children. It's going to be difficult, but you have to continue living your life as if he may not come back. I know you want him back right now, but you do not want him the way he is. Nyla, you can do this!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
