What’s new with me? Not much. I’ve been trimming down my work days because I couldn’t sustain my pace anymore. Today is h@ll, but I’ve been getting out mostly only a half hour late. Restarted CrossFit this week. Ouch, I’m in pain! D11 is definitely entering those teen years. I don’t know how prepared I am for these! It’s scary. She’s still a good girl though. Has straight A’s right now. My dog continues to be an adorable terror.
The ex and I continue to get along. He even offered to replace my brakes for me if I buy him lunch. His wife wished me a happy Mother’s day, and I said same to her. He got “injured” on the job and is off for a week ( he likes to milk it)
Things with M and I continue to go well. Some things popped up but very minor. The 4 of us had a nice night ( meaning kids included ) last Friday . My daughter is very comfortable with him and his son seems to really like me, even D11 said so. We have our little games we play he gets a kick out of. Me too. Hes adorable. What bothered me was that he still makes a concentrated effort to not show anything resembling affection around him. Before I could bring it up, he brought it up. He apologized for not showing affection and he is scared of confusing his son and said he’s probably overthinking. I said it’s probably a little more confusing when we wait so long for him to know. And he’s a super sharp kid and I think he knows. I said I understood he has to do what he feels is best and hopefully it happens soon. He said it definitely will. We are all going away in July and it would just be awkward for the 4 nights if we didn’t even go near each other. So I’m hoping by then. I’m not talking making out. A hug or a kiss hello. A touch on the back. Something .
We went out last night to see a coworkers 13 year old daughter play an open mic in a band. She’s the first person he’s met, lol. It was a lot of fun. This weekend there is a concert at his community lake and we are going with his friend and wife. Should be fun as we are finally getting nice weather. He’s going mountain biking with that friend in the morning so I’ll be trying to do something with my insane lawn of mine. We are doing different things, have fun together, but life is life and we really only get to see each other once or twice a week. Maybe 3 times this week. But we always mix it up a bit . I’m going to try to get him to take me kayaking again Sunday . Even when we have some differences, my love keeps growing for him every day. He tells me all the time he loves me. I believe him too.
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