You have been counting down that 4 month mark for 4 weeks now 😉 you are pretty fixated on the length of dating. It’s been almost 4 months since 3 months .... why the hyper focus on how long you’ve been together?
I can’t tell in your posts if you are trying to talk yourself INTO loving her , or talking yourself OUT of loving her? You repeat the same things often about her qualities.
There’s no need to push for anything right now. No need to get real scared . If at any point you are confident there is NO future, then you need to end it. Again. 4 months. Still in the early dating phase!
You made me think the other day that I had no clue what the date me and M’s first date was. No “anniversary” day so we did figure it out. We were 8 months on the 8th. I still feel we are early on. I see my future with him, no doubt. But neither of us is freaking out about any next steps. And my love for him just keeps going, even now when there are things that might bother me once in a blue moon. But we don’t need to figure out what our future is going to look like now. No pressure . But definite love.
