You are really focused on her and what she is doing. She is running around a hamster wheel in your brain.
Stop all relationship talks. You need to work on detaching. She is taking up way too much of your mental bandwidth during the day. Time to focus on yourself.
Stop worrying about what she is doing. Stop wondering what she thinks about when you do things.
Shorten up those conversations.
M:16 T:21 H(me) 38 WW: 38 S11 D16 D19 Red Flags of A: March 2018 ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018 Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018 BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018 D Filed: March 27, 2019