Curious is to why you are being affectionate to a woman who is sleeping with another man? You cannot reconnect with her when another man has her heart.
I dont want her to know ive figured it out yet, I guess.
So.....what is your plan of action?
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I'm feeling MUCH better than I was not long ago. I have to grit my teeth a little when doing things with her or showing affection. I have to make myself spend some time at home to continue 180s, otherwise I'd be away constantly. I'm ready to rock the boat and ready to move on, mostly. Every day it gets a little easier to feel good, but a little harder to engage in my own deception but I have to do it to prepare for the worst.
I don't understand where you are going with this. If your feelings have changed so drastically, why continue playing the game of deception? I'm just asking.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
