Anyone else struggling on Mother’s Day? Trying to celebrate my W because she is a great mom but at the same time feeling such pain and hurt about what’s going to happen soon. And I have to act like “all is normal.” Starting to want to be alone and not around her.
Oh yes, I wrote all about it on my thread this morning. Tough also because I don't think she's been a good mother lately. Much rather not be around her.
Last year was a great Mother's Day, this year was awful. All the holidays and events marking the progression through the year are tough. W and I always used to take a long walk on the first warm day of spring with all the flowers and trees in bloom. Recently there was a perfect day for it but it's not on her radar anymore at all.
M 44, W 32 T 10, M 8 D 2 Oct '18: Fantasy affair with OW1 (yes, W) Feb '19: Inseparable from new lesbian BFF Still live together but a lot of tension
