Keep on DB. It takes time. There is a song by Lil Peep. I like trap rap. Its called Awful Things. Go listen to it. It pretty much sums up that the awful things they do and say make it easy for us to detach and move on.

Yes she is cake eating. Dont feed the beast. If she is in an active affair but you are still doing things together, that is right where she wants you, in the friend zone.

M:16
T:21
H(me) 38
WW: 38
S11 D16 D19
Red Flags of A: March 2018
ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018
Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018
BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018
D Filed: March 27, 2019