Well, it’s Mother’s Day. It’s making me feel sadder and more lonely than I expected, but I’m trying to have those feelings be ok and accept them so that hopefully they will pass. Whether they do or not, I’m looking forward to having a nice day with my daughter. Just a bit nervous to go it and see all the little families out and about, because in this moment I know it’s going to hurt.
When I got home last night my H had made (with the help of my daughter) a very sweet Mother’s Day card, with one of our kind of inside jokes on it. I’m touched and it makes me happy for sure, but it also makes me miss him and miss what I always thought this day would be like, with the three of us doing fun things together. I feel sad, but it’s ok that I do. I will keep my focus on my daughter, and I’m having as relaxing a day as possible with her.
