I just sat down and figured out my budget for the next 4 months for when/if H moves out. He of course will have to contribute to the household bills- mortgage and other loans. I think I can live fairly comfortably without him.
H is still calling me. Apparently he could only stop for one day. It amazes me that I feel more at peace when he just leaves me alone. Part of me thinks he is having trouble breaking habits, such as calling me on the way home, bringing me home dinner, etc. And of course leaving those crumbs to keep me hanging on as his plan B. Yet, the other part of me thinks it is guilt. He was probably just with OW. Through snooping in the past, I have noticed that a few times I think he was with OW he has texted me to check in. Phone records show he calls me right after he talks to her. It probably eases his guilt.
