Not in the physical pain that I was sunday and monday but this knot in my belly needs to GO!

Stayed busy this week.

A LOT of chaos with my s17. Realized i'm still way too focused on my H and not on my S. So I'm shifting gears.

H has been coming over a lot and texting (still). I've been avoiding him when possible. Difficult with my S going through so much.

Planning a vacay just the S17 & 1. He needs it, I need it. I hate that he is hurting over the problems of his parents as well as 2 very traumatic events these past 2 weeks. H says he wants to 'be there for him'. I said, then work on the M. That is a choice you could make. He didn't respond. (whoops). I know I shouldn't have, but whatever. Once in a while, I still seem to lob over a suggestion.

If you pray, please say one for us.


ME47 XH44, S28 S24 S19

8/17-BD
IHS: 1/17-2/19
D FILED (ME): 7/19
D FINAL: 10/20
M23 T25
OW CONFIRMED: 01/21

Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.