If he takes too long in this breaking then he'll find there is no dilly and no kids waiting for him.
This is why you need to lovingly detach and give you and him enough space so that the damage you both cause each other is not irreversible. You love your H and are holding on. Constantly chasing, there is only so much rejection you can take before that turns you into something you might not want to become. To protect yourself from that, and to possibly save yourself some headache and heartbreak down the road, leave him for now to break. Let him know that loss.
It's either you leave him now when its so hard for you to do to save your future MR or you go through this madness with him and you leave him in the future when you are truly done and will not want him back if he does figure this out on his own.
How do you see your options? You are still in control of you. ((Dilly))
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
