Ended up having a good lunch with my girlfriend yesterday. Took my time getting home, which I no longer rush to get there. H seemed to be out of the funk he was in the day before. He made dinner (usually does) and cleaned up afterwards. I tidied up and cleaned one of the kid's room. That inspired the other kids to work on their room.

This morning before heading out the door He thanked me for packing lunches. I told him you're welcome and then he reponded with "you're welcome for breakfast." I did not thank him, so he made sure he made me feel ungrateful. I said nothing.

It's only day 3 of trying to move on and I'm worn out. I feel defeated.