Im so tired of the charade myself now. Ready for someone new. I look at her and im almost repulsed. At least the last couple of days. I just want to get my evidence so I can think about other things.
oops, I understand the thrashing. Within a half hour, in the thick of my sitch, I could vacillate between wanting to move on and leave her, to wanting to hold on tight and never let go, to being somewhere in the middle, and even in other states.
My advice, slow down. This is still a marathon not a sprint. One step at a time. If you want to get more evidence, do that. But your next big step is to take control of what you have control of. That means things like taking the MBR (kicking her out of it). Stopping all things like anniversary dinners. Gather your evidence, but be decisive in your actions. But don't put the cart before the horse. Earn your way out of this relationship.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
