GAL last night. Came home after bedtime. Up now and its funny to me this morning how shes as far on the edge of the bed as possible. It hurts but Im not sure I want her back myself. We have our anniversary night coming up. Im excited about the restaurant, but not excited about sitting across the dinner table from her and picturing OM depositing his seed into her. Not to be too forward, but its revolting enough and this might just be my line. I might still go depending on how things play out. If she knew that I knew about the affair I'd definitely cancel.
She put a lot of effort into talking to me and trying to plan fun stuff with me and asked if she could go with me to the store yesterday. I just don't even read into it anymore.
Either way ill GAL tonight. Shes got a work event with OM anyways.
Last edited by oops13; 05/07/1910:54 AM.
May: discover PA April: MC pending IC, back in MBR, discover EA March: different bedrooms, IC Jan 19: ILYBINILWY
