DnJ, I appreciate your feedback and responses as usual.
Re my place, it's a 1bd 1bath. The space is pretty big and I have 2 twin beds in the room for the boys. I sleep in the living room when they spend the night with me. I do have a PlayStation but it's at my W's home. I left if there for the boys. I will purchase another one for my own place so we all can play games like before. Last 3 nights the boys spent the night with me. This past weekend was full of homecooked meals (by yours truly), boys' basketball tournaments and of course the ongoing NBA playoffs - great games. There were moments I'd wonder what my W's currently doing but I just tell/remind myself not to care, be in the moment and enjoy the time with the boys. Today S10 left for a 2-night, 3-day trip to Catalina Island for his school field trip. I will miss my lil guy. W texted me early morning asking what time I'm dropping off S10 at home (since she will drop him off at the meet up spot), I didn't reply. W called my S12 and asked to speak with me, told her what time I'll be there and I ended the call before she did. When I dropped my S10 at home earlier, W was outside but I didn't make eye contact, I acted as if... LOL. I do miss her terribly.
