Complex WW and/or MLC #3

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Sandi,
Right now I'm working NGS. Read that book and it felt like it was specifically for me. Took it to my IC and creating he is creating 'program' around the issues.

Also working on Shame, intrinsic value, and vulnerability. <- these are tough to do without W.. as she would be getting the 'actions'. But its still possible. Building strong, open (vulnerable) relationships with other men.

As well as being the best father possible at all times. I was not a bad father before but I did leave a lot to W to handle. Now that we are S I'm really enjoying being fully present with them when I have them.

I need to learn to open myself up (full self). In regards to relationship... it was really just about neglect. She needed more help, I should have given it to her.