You know something is up. Keep on DB. The sooner you start to DB the faster you will gain your emotional health back. Most people mess up and pursue for months after DB and push their WAS away faster. I did that the first couple of months. I went into full fix everything pursuit mode.

Thank god I found this forum.

M:16
T:21
H(me) 38
WW: 38
S11 D16 D19
Red Flags of A: March 2018
ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018
Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018
BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018
D Filed: March 27, 2019