Hit by the dreaded ILYBNILWY part 2

[mikeyb]

Quite the mouthful for someone who is moving on. I say you are progressing but not over it. Good luck mikey I still read your thread.

Oh don't get me wrong, I know I am not over it. I still get thoughts of R, but at the same time I don't really think I could go through with R if it ever came to it, but I've felt obligated to be there for things she needed and while packing it was like reality started to sink in and I thought. Why am I doing this to myself, why do I still try to please her and be there to help her when she hasn't been there for me when I need her. So in that moment I decided to cut that rope.