Thank you for your words of encouragement. I'll catch up on your posts later on.
I've never had to be an introspective person (probably to my detriment) and lived my life very instinctively. I am very well known for being to the point and saying it as it is. Little do people know that I do have a filter and only 10% of what is in my head actually comes out of my mouth!
I feel like 2 people. The Yorkie who is no nonsense, deals with reality, says f*** it let's crack on, and the Yorkie who's heart isn't quite up to speed with her head. The 2 Yorkies talk to one another all the time. Is this normal? I don't know but it's a revelation to me.
I get the 'bent my life around his' That is so what I did; willingly at the time. Even my kids say 'Mum you dedicated your life to Dad and us' it's your time now.
I guess that's a scary prospect and I'm not sure what that means for me.
I thought about what I would write about myself and decided I didn't actually have anything interesting to put forward.
