Got a life, now what?

[97Hope]

Without fail, he goes out of time and texts me while he's gone. Apparently he was shopping for sunglasses, sent me a pic and asked what I thought.

Last night He texted a selfie of he and his cousin. Just out of the blue at 9pm.

I responded, give everyone a big hug.

He still hasn't told everyone. I think that's very odd. Not our kids or anyone else in the family. Guess he's waiting until the D is final?

I'm going to go to a new church tomorrow so I can sit with someone I know. I'm tired of going and sitting alone.

I'm sad but hanging in there. Crying off an on. Mostly off. I don't think I can talk to anyone but one friend and she has 3 kids at home, so she's busy and I can't talk all day about this. But I"m super lonely.