Hit by the dreaded ILYBNILWY part 2

[mikeyb]

So I'm feeling pretty great right now! As I'm packing my stuff up I see this chapter closing and a new one beggining. So much that the other day my W had called me and asked me to set up a fire stick for her. I had agreed at that point. But packing up and closing out this chapter has changed my mind. So I sent her a text that said this:

"Don't bother with the fire stick. I've decided i need to stop being here 'When you need me'. You were not here for me when I needed you the most and you haven't been here for me for a very long time. I don't know why I cared to make myself so available to you whenever you needed me these last 6 months when all you have brought me is nothing but pain. I'm putting an end to that now. I can't get past you if I still make myself available to you"

Hitting the send button I felt so much relief!!!