oops, I feel for you man. Reading your last post brought tears to my eyes and I'm a guy they rarely cries. I hate that you're going through this, that anyone has to go through this. It does hurt. It is painful. Hang in there. Let your brain think through the emotions. Don't let it think because of the emotions.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018